The US elections are underway. Shall it be Bush or Kerry?

The shallow idiot in me doesn’t like Kerry cos of the way he looks *shields head from Democrat projectiles* but there is no way I would pick Bush over Kerry.

I’m not very alert when it comes to politics, but I do know that the war in Iraq has nothing to do with fighting Osama bin Laden. Is Osama Iraqi? Does it matter to him if Iraq gets bombed or not?

No.

Then why is Iraq getting the shit beaten out of it?

Money. Power. Oil.

The US is supposed to be fighting a war on terrorism. That’s why they’re going for Iraq. But there is no connection between Iraq and Saddam Hussein and the people who engineered the WTC attacks.

Bush declared Saddam as America’s enemy. But did people ever stop to think that in the past (I’m not so sure but I think it MAY have been in the 70s) America was once allianced with Saddam over something that suited their benefit? (I’m not sure what it is either, gotta do some fact checking)

There is no excuse for the war in Iraq. In fact, there is no excuse for war fullstop. Even if Iraq was responsible for the WTC attacks, will it bring back the victims if more innocent people are slaughtered?

If Bush is reelected, the horror will go on. But if Kerry gets it, at least there is a chance he will stop it. It is not a definite thing that he will, but at least there is something to hope on.

Shit I’m depressing myself even more. =(

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The reason why I haven’t blogged for so long is because I have writer’s block.

I keep feeling that I have to have something funny or cutesy to write about to make people laugh. I once used to blog about random things that happened and all the personal stuff sekalian but now I feel reluctant to do that.

I feel like there is an image or standard I have to uphold, and I have to present a happy picture to people.

SAD STUFF ONLY DEPRESSES PEOPLE SO WHY SHOULD I BLOG ABOUT IT?

Thinking of shutting down this blog because it is not me anymore.

Yes, I swear all the dumb stuff that has happened to me are all true, but that’s the only side I present here.

I am not dumb all the time.

I am not shallow all the time.

I am not happy all the time.

There are a million things that have happened to me or that I feel that I have not put down here. So is there a point?

Like now. I’m not happy.
Usually I’m the kind of geek who actually feels happy to be alive. (hands bowl for you to vomit in)

Yes, I’m the kind of nerd who actually gets rushes of joy that I’m alive, human and Audrey Ooi. Yalah yalah I know that is a very very “……” statement ok! But dunno, I feel happy to be who I am.

But I haven’t got that feeling for a long time. =(

Some key ingredient is missing from my life and I can’t even tell what it is.