I am not done agonizing!!

*continues tearing hair out* HOW THE FUKC CAN I BE SO BLOODY STUPID?!?!?!?!?!?!?

*drops on knees and wails*

HATEHATEHATEHATE

I am astonished at my own stupidity.

How I managed to survive 19 years without killing myself is a miracle indeed.

I can just imagine Mummy Ooi saying “you idiot!” again.

Don’t scold me la Mummy! If not I will start hearing your voice in my head again.

*depressed*