Let me answer the last entry’s comments here.

Firstly, Mummy Ooi, it’s not that I wanted to be ugly okay! How can, everybody deep down has an innate desire to be beautiful, okay!

I, er, merely did not have the confidence to wear sleeveless baju, much less spaghetti straps.

Cos I was freaking ugly okay! I think I weighed like 25-30kg. Being so thin, what if I moved around just a little more vigorously than usual and my sleeveless arm hole moved and exposed my boob? But not that I had any.

Nobody can be uglier than I was last time. So, see if my future daughter dares disobey me and doesn’t wear the nice clothes I buy for her, I’ll slap kau her and bury all her American Athletics tshirts. wtf.

I wanted to post up pictures of my, uh, evolution, but I don’t know where I put my CD of all my pictures before first year at MHC.

So let me just put up pics of my fluctuating (slightly) weight and hairstyles wtf.

Yes, this was a self-taken shot. I’m quite amazed that I dare put up this shot of me fake-laughing. In my defense, at that time I was trying to see how I look like when I laugh.

The conclusion is, my fake laugh is damn fake.

But this is just to remind you of my short hair days THREE years ago. (Has it already been three years?:( ) I kinda miss this haircut, though it made me look like a baby. And I miss those fake diamond earrings (yea la everything about me is fake wtf). And I miss that top too, wonder what happened to it.

You know how Mt Holyoke is almost at the North Pole? Thanks to it (and lots of eating), I put on 5 kg in my first SEMESTER. That shirt is now being worn to the pasar malam (or will be, if I ever decide to go, that is.) I can’t even bear to look at this picture. How could I pose like that? You can totally tell I think I’m damn cute, which obviously now we know is a total universal lie wtf. And WTF is that hanging from my jeans? Do I think my keychain is an accessory? Omg.

Then my hair grew out a little more and I got straight bangs.

My face damn chubby here but my hair nice okay! Is a terrer hair day wtf.

Then I cut layered gao gao.

I bet you never saw such a hiao face before. But look at the hair la ok.

My skin now not good la! How ar! Must be because I got off those stupid pills.

I’m sorry, that you closed your eyes, Naoko. (And I’m sorry my mouth takes up half my face.) But this is the only picture I have of me and my host sisters okay! I have to put it up. Kanae and Naoko at the Orientation Party:))

Okay, I’m off to lie in bed and worry about my future. wtf.

I have a terrible feeling that I will be unable to get a job after graduation (WHICH IS ONLY 1 1/2 YEARS AWAY OMG) and have to leech off my parents, sucking every ringgit from them until they have to check themselves into government retirement homes.

*makes mental note to buy push-up bra to attract rich old men on verge of death.