Angela said I need a white dress for graduation.

And it hit me: I need a white dress for graduation!

Graduation!

Four years seemed like a long time, but the past 3 years have flown by without me noticing, and now I am a rising senior!

(With a thesis to write god why was I so stupid wtf)

But actually what’s the big deal, a lot of my friends are holding office jobs now.

This afternoon Yuen Heng and Ziwei came to get me for lunch, and it hit me then, looking at Ziwei seated across the table from me in a collared shirt and silk tie, and me in… pan cute yellow top and jeans wtf advertising ok what do you know.

But it was just funny to look at Ziwei dressed like that because I’ve seen him change from white shirt and dark blue primary school uniform pants to officewear (without even really liking him all this while wtf)

God I – we – have all grown up so much without realising it. I told my dad I had a friend working at CIMB and another at Ernst and Young and he said “you’re entering a new phase of your life” and byJehovah’s Witness wtf he’s right!

Actually I think I’m pretty excited about this new stage in our lives. But not about the getting old! How ah I don’t want wrinkles or saggy tits wtf.

I tell you, I’m going to be the queen of plastic surgery in 20 years. It’s in the genes because my mom tried Botox before and my aunts all got nose jobs wtf.

Something Jam made for us.

もうすぐ卒業するゎ。後一年だけ。怖いね。

自分の人生が、気付かずに、２２年が過ごした。 今年は、最後の学校の年よね～　卒業したら、新しい人生の部分に入るゎ、私たちが。

卒業したら、仕事を探さなくてはいけないよ。未来に、何か起こすことがまだ分からないけど、一番大切な人のアンジェラちゃんを、まだベストフレンドになって進もうって思います。T______T