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Sleepy bye baby

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New layout new layout! Courtesy of Luo Xuan and Chen Jia Meei <333333 Xuanxuan made the header for me in return for me cutting her hair wtf and Jammie uploaded and installed it for me /boo

This new layout is so pretty right! I was quite tak sampai hati to let go of Jammie’s previous layout too but you know how the stupid sidebar kept getting pushed down to the bottom damn fan:( And this new layout seems to be working fine:)

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Hallelujah omitofo ya allah I have finally finished my thesis T___________T Like finished totally! No more drafts!

I spent yesterday afternoon running around in the rain printing three copies for each of my honors committee.  Then running to Suet’s room to borrow her card to print cos I ran out of money wtf.  Then ran back to my room to get clips that were big enough to bind each copy.  Then running back to Ciruti and Skinner to finally deliver a copy each to Lipman, Nemoto and Datla T____________T

But the point is I am finally done!  It ended up at 80 pages and when I finally handed the last copy to Lipman and I was left with an empty paper bag wtf I felt empty myself wtf.

My life has no more meaning wtf.

Serious! I woke up this morning and started thinking what I should add to my thesis to make it more complete/comprehensive then I realized with a thud that I didn’t have to do it anymore because it was already complete shiny-eyes.jpg

So now let me just go on with no more life goal wtf.  Unless I take out my DS again wtf.

Oh wait maybe my next life goal should be to find a job T______________T

3.

Mummy and Fat Her have told me to stay put in the US which means move to either New York or California (ie San Fran cos I like it la wtf) and get a job.

Lipman told me to not bother about the US, go to Japan and teach English, continue to hone my Japanese, and then come back to the US to do my Masters or PhD whichever I decide to.

I haven’t talked to my parents about this yet but to be honest I am very tempted to do that.

I’m still shuttling back and forth between what I want to do with my life and I still don’t know.  I don’t understand why everyone else I know seem to know right away what they want to do and everyone applies and ends up in banks and financial corporations wtf.

Why am I such a bum is this normal wtf.

I only know two things: that I want to go back to Japan and that I want to go to grad school.

Cos I kiasu wtf.  No la I really want to get a graduate degree cos I just want to.  I want to dunno improve myself wtf what’s  so great about a bachelors wtf.

I guess these three weeks or so left before graduation will be spent cracking my head over my plans and applying for jobs sigh.

I just hate how everything is so uncertain:( Why can’t I just find out about the future right now then I would know where I’m headed.  But what if I find out that someone in my life dies wtf.  Or what if I’m destined to be homeless on the streets WTF.  Then Imma throw myself down the stairs and knock my head and get amnesia wtf.

4.

I’ve got weird tiny itchy bubbles on my fingers wtf T___________T

I woke up the day before in the early morning cos my hands itched too much T_T And this morning I woke up again cos it was too itchy wtf I am losing sleep just over this!

The weird bubbles are covering all the sides of my fingers damn weird.  And I think there’s water inside them I am so tempted to get a needle and burst them wtf.

I think it’s cos I peeled oranges two nights ago must be I’m allergic to stupid pesticide they sprayed on the oranges or something cibai.

5.

I dunno what is it about me that people like to take pictures of when I’m asleep wtf.  Is it some attractive vibe that I give out wtf.  Or is it because I sleep too much and in weird positions wtf.


Suet took this of me this morning.  I dunno why I like to sleep with my feet up in the air T_T She said my foot was even swaying to and fro wtf but when she tried to take a video I stopped >.> In my defense my foot looks like a ballet foot huh wtf.


Then (another day) Jerry took a picture of me sleeping on my own arm and my foot looking as though it’s made of rubber wtf.


When he said it’s time to get up I pretended not to hear him.  So he tried to pull my pillow from under my head (wtf people wanna sleep in peace also cannot) and I moved with the pillow and that’s how I ended up in this position.

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Ok la since I am so damn free now with no finals (!!!) and no classes I will blog every day! (or every alternate day wtf)

Comments (25)

  • I totally understand about the thesis. I used to dream about it before finishing it. I kept telling myself in the dream, need to add a bit to this part, must read this journal, etc. Damn scary, cannot even sleep properly. The very next day after sending in the thesis I was so dead bored with nothing to do, I went to the dept everyday to gossip with the PA. Hahahahaha…

  • i love this new layout! very organised and cute. 😀

  • Layout and Angie’s header very, very nice *beams

    I kinda like Lipman’s suggestion!

    And HAHAHAH WHY DO YOU SLEEP LIKE THAT I see the roller on your head.. wtf

  • I took pictures for u when u sleep also !! the rock one and sth else !

  • Hi, I have this similar bubbly skin itch as you. It’s a type of eczema called pompholyx. Usually treatable with some steroid creams. And mine is due to contact with raw foods (meat & vege). Yay. Can be housewife that doesn’t need to cook HAHAHA.

  • I THINK I KNOW WHAT THE BUBBLE THINGY ON UR FINGER IS!! I got that when I was in Form 5, and it didn’t went off till i went o college which is like 6 months or so!! It start to spread on my fingers almost till my nails and like got pus!! And then got blood T___T Then a huge scab form, and it’s damn hard my finger is like numb. And I have to sit for SPM, it hurts damn alot whenever I write it was so sanfu T__T I’m not sure whether it’s the same, but but mine just spread… My dad say maybe I touched to much makeup wtf (i cannot live without it) and my other non blogging sister also sleep with BOTH her legs crossed while her face faces down. -_- and she moves her leg i tried kicking her it collapse and she form the cross again wtf so long T_T

  • arshana: hahahaha why u go gossip with the PA what if they think you’re trying to score better marks wtf hahaahha

    jojo: thank you! eh are you pojo? wtf

    jam: thank you for all your help baby /boo ya and i like lipman’s suggestion also please pray for me to get to japan T_T

    angie: haha yea but i couldn’t find that pic to put!

    horse: pompholyx? how do you know it’s cos of raw food?

    huiting: DON’T SCARE ME LA WHY GOT PUS AND BLOOD WAN HOW AR now nobody will ask me to be hand model already wtf T_______T and how does your sister sleep hahaah what do you mean cross legs!

  • eh go to japan n become english teacher not bad wat. if u teach at private institute or private school oso can get good pay. teach at tuition class oso can get good pay.

  • this new template is sweet!

    i think going to japan and teach english is not a bad choice, coz not a lot of people can do that. and then after a few years u can go back to grad school with living experience outside the US.

    and yar, everything after my exam i’m like you, waking up in the morning and suddenly realize that there’s no more goal coz no need to mug like no tomorrow T_______T

  • AHHAHAHAH WTF WHY IN THE LAST PICTURE U LOOK LIKE U DIED

  • i like the old layout better 🙂

    aud: i like both!

  • boo! your new skin very nice.. neater than da old one!! i agree with lipman, go japan@@!! haha..

    aud: haha pray for me to get there then T_T

  • your new layout very nice my love why am i the only club member with default wordpress layout wtf.

    WHY YOU SLEEP LIKE THAT AND HOW CAN U PRETEND NOT TO HEAR JERRY!!! but if someone tries to wake me up i’ll act the same way la i will just ask that person to leave me the hell alone wtf

    yalah pretend not to hear him dowan to wake up wtf. hahahaa suet also wat hers not modified to represent herself truly also wtf

  • awesome layout! 🙂
    and hello kitty duvet! *hee*

    aud: haha duvet! sounds so british

  • eh no i am just somebody who happens to read your blog for about 5 months already! teehee.

    aud: oh haha hello nice to meet u! wtf

  • ur new layout reminds me of marshmallows.. hahahaha ^-^

    aud: marshmallows are white! most of the time

  • HAHAHHAHHA your sleeping pictures so funny!! And boo, you do have such a graceful foot wtf. I am quite a still sleeper myself, but I remember last time when I slept with my brother on the same bed (he was still a toddler), I woke up in the middle of the night, and he was all terbalik–his head was at the end of the bed, and I found his foot in my mouth. T_____T

    aud: FOOT IN YOUR MOUTH HAHAHAHAHA ATHLETE’S MOUTH WTF

  • heart the new layout!

    aud: thank u!

  • haha lovely layout!:33
    and the sleeping beauty picsXDD at least it’s comfortable to you.. my back hearts in any position |old|T_T

    aud: hahaha so how do u sleep?

  • nice layout.. great job! (i mean to those who did it) hehe..

    eeer… you might want to check with the doctors about the little bubbles. it would be an allergy or an insect bite.

    wow.. very “lan fun” (cantonese)

    aud: haha ya its thanks to angela and jam. i think its eczema T3T if it doesnt subside tmr im going to the doctor

  • Go get a job! You won’t know what you really want to do in your life (career wise) until you get a real job. Then you know what you wanna study for your advance degree. Hope you’ve started applying for OPT. Neways, good luck and congrats! 🙂

    aud: yea of course im looking for a job. thanks:)

  • eh i like this layout ^^

    hahahaa why you sleep in such positions wan! wonder will you sleep in the car wtf.

  • you said you will update every alternate day!! mark your words ar! x)

  • Audrey! haha your blog is damn amusing.. seriously.. I’m damn sien now cos got some work to do but too lazy, and not enough work to get me worried. So what do I do? I read your blog? haha. I’m sooo damn thankful I didn’t write a thesis.. =P But Congratulations on being done!!! Stay in the US! Did I tell u I’ll be in NYC for the next 6 years? Come visit la.

  • twisted like a question mark T_T

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