So we’ve waved goodbye to Suet and Shanshan who left on the bus to Boston today:(((( Their flights leave from Logan Airport tomorrow so they’re going today and staying overnight there.

I was okay until I hugged Shanshan goodbye and then it really hit me 🙁 Physical touch always does that to me and then I start bawling T_T

I’m sure I’ll see Suet again but I’m very sure I won’t ever see Shanshan again T______T Unless I come back in 2 years for the first reunion wtf.

(This reminds me that I am very soon going to be an alum WTF sounds so damn old ok what do you think of when you think of alumnae? Bifocals, white hair and wheelchairs wtf.)

No more tutoring Shanshan in Japanese.  No more calling her Family because we share a family phone plan.  No more scrutinising her face to see which feature is the prettiest wtf cos I still can’t get over how pretty she is.

It’s not just Shanshan.

Very soon there will be no more eating in dining halls and complaining about how the food sucks, yet still taking more food so I won’t be hungry later wtf.  No more struggling to wake up for classes no matter how late they start.  No more sitting in Mild’s soccer mom car and making fun of it while she drives us back right to our doorstep.

God don’t let me think about it more or it will be my second round of tears today T__________T

So that was the first of the goodbyes and I can’t wait for the rest wtf.

On the bright side, Mummy and Fat Her are flying in on Saturday!  But they are going to tour the east coast by themselves first before coming to Mount Holyoke thanks a lot Parents for leaving me and Ooib here bored and alone wtf.

Mild’s family is coming earlier and they’re going on a family trip and so is Angela with her family actually.  So that leaves me and Ooib here to entertain ourselves by singing along to the Beatles and laughing at toilet jokes T_T

Ok I think I have decided what I want to do with my life.  For the next few months at least wtf.

After graduation, Imma go stay with Carol in New York for a bit and apply for jobs / go for interviews.

Then go to Chicago for a confirmed interview sometime in June (GAWD PLEASE DON’T LET ME SCREW IT UP)

And then go back home to KL.  The more I think about it the more I want to go home I suddenly miss it until dunno what T3T

And then find a job somewhere in Asia for a few years.

And then go to grad school!

And then don’t need to get married because I’ll be too busy working and studying so just let me adopt a few dogs and call it a day wtf.

Will update tomorrow cos I just remembered there’s a lot of pictures I haven’t put up byebyebyeebeye