So it’s been exactly two months since I started work.
I still can’t believe I’m not a student anymore. I keep thinking this is an internship and I’m going to go back to Mount Holyoke soon. But I guess lately I haven’t really thought that anymore so I must be getting used to working life.
It still feels so surreal though. Sometimes at a meeting at work I’ll think “omg what am I doing here” and look around at everyone else and think “wah I’m interacting with people who know so much more / with experience.” wtf.
I feel like I’ve learnt so much though. I learned to listen more, to read between the lines, to think in so many different ways that school never taught me.
I learned that there are limitless ways to make fun of someone’s height wtf. Thanks Jerry & Edmund wtf.
That said, I couldn’t ask for better people to work with. Most days I don’t leave the office until after 7 and sometimes I’m exhausted, but it doesn’t feel like work when you’re having fun.
The other day a whole bunch of us from high school met up over dinner — I hadn’t seen most of them since after SPM and it was so strange to talk to them and exchange stories over who’s working where now.
We’re all so grown up! (Although I still managed to get sauce on my white shirt will some things never change wtf) Everyone’s acne has cleared up wtf, a lot of them are in stable relationships, and some of us came to dinner straight from work. Most people are in banks or financial institutions and I thank god my parents let me choose where I ended up in, because if I ended up in a bank I would deteriorate and die wtf.
Just so surreal! I somehow thought that my being a student would never end, I would always be a kid and now it seems like my life is moving beyond what I ever imagined — to adulthood. I’ve grown up, and now I have a job and sooner or later (PLEASE LA GOD SOONER RATHER THAN LATER WTF) I will get married and have a family and grow old (hopefully with my husband wtf)
That said, I know I haven’t been blogging much about what’s really been going on in my life (because some things cannot be revealed, maybe later) but I am happy where I am. 🙂 
In preparation for my exam T_T
Comments (19)
wish you forever young :p
WHAT DO YOU SOME THINGS CANNOT BE REVEALED YET WHY DO I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS IM SO ANGRY
eh it’s pink! for the first time! *happy back wtf
oh I was always curious what you studied in uni. mind telling me?
PS: I’m not a stalker wtf.
Hi there 🙂 This is totally random but do u mind sharing how do u use a DS as ur 電子辞書 for 日本語? And how much was it? A normal 日英・英日電子辞書 costs abt RM800 in Kinokuniya, which is wayy out of my budget =___=
Thanks in advance 🙂
omg i feel the same . graduating very soon yet im in denial thinking ill go back to school. i dont know how im going to face the real world out there and what if i dont kno anything whn i start working =(
i hope i can get to stay in school longer =(
anyway good luck for your exam! i’m reading a keitai novel too and it takes ages to finish for me…
growing up is optional, but growing old is unavoidable. :/
I never knew you can learn Japanese on a DS… until I read one of the comments above. That’s cool!
haih yalah ah sou we’re all growing up..
or rather you’re the one growing up already T_______T
but i think when we go out i’ll still watch over you protectively esp when we come out of the car a 5’8″ and 4’9″ wtf. and ppl stare cock wtf. rmb ah our plan u wear heels i wear flats ok wtf. 3rd december k wtf.
Suet Li Liew I’m sorry but I know those things that cannot be revealed *proud *proud *proud
ei babie ! I feel like that all the time !! like “omg how come I’m here!” /boo /boo
i hate this shit i am no longer mentioned in ur blog =(((
i also know about the things that cannot be revealed ok!!!! *puffs out chest
haih no worries. i’ll be joining you in the working world by this time next year
*glum wtf
23 years old d but still like a kid…haih
“Most people are in banks or financial institutions and I thank god my parents let me choose where I ended up in, because if I ended up in a bank I would deteriorate and die wtf.”
Thanks for the vote of confidence babe! wtf
And I still feel like this is an internship!! Or at least a very bad dream, like anytime I will wake up and I am a student again. T______________T
how come i dunno 🙁 are you getting married are you pregnant
and is that a trashy japanese novel you’re studying for your exam wtf
AUDREY OOI U BETTER COME TELL ME WHAT IS THAT THING AR! IF NOT I SHALL CONSIDER DOING SOMETHING REALLY BAD LATER! Oh lookie i already did! but i wont tell u wht isit hmmp. (if later your thing that cannot be revealed is nothing big then i did my thing that cannot be revealed too for nothing wtf)
eh it’s pink again! why my luck so good today *happy
Audrey,I got the same bedsheet wit you~
wah Jian wei in working clothes… sizzle sizzle psssssst….
is that wat Jerry and Edmund taught u. am sure they taught u more than that wtf. but u did taught Jerry one thing – to use wtf as often as possible. wtf