AudEmo

Things I miss

(I think Suet and/or Ringo did something like this recently.  But I was thinking about all the things I missed about my past so I’m writing this.)

Sometimes I miss Mount Holyoke.

Sometimes I miss wearing boots.

Sometimes I miss Mild.

A lot of the time I miss Angela.

But I don’t miss doing trash wtf.

Although I do miss the solitude that comes with doing it and just having my mp3 player for company (because clearly no one is going to come near you when you are the trash lady of Macgregor)

Sometimes I miss running for the subway at Karasuma.

Sometimes I miss sitting in musty library basements looking at microfilm machines.

I miss Mount Holyoke burgers on English muffin with bacon.

And Honest Ade Orange Mango Just A Tad Sweet wtf.

Sometimes I miss American accents.

Sometimes I miss Vancouver.

Sometimes I miss paying student price.

I miss laughing at/being horrified by weird people at school.

I miss Suet  barging in and demanding that I stop looking at my laptop and talk to her.

I miss walking briskly in the cold to Mild’s room in Torrey to watch Ugly Betty & Desperate Housewives.

I miss listening to Nelly Furtado in the car on the way to Boston.

I don’t miss struggling to carry my art supplies  and blowing charcoal snot out of my nose after every charcoal drawing class T_T

Sometimes I miss asking my hairstylist in Japan to do my homework for me WTF.

Sometimes I miss having weekly presentations in Japanese and having to come up with news topics to tell the class.  My topics were always about rape or prostitution =.=

I miss dressing up in different themes every Friday with Angela & Christine.

Sometimes I miss school.

I miss wondering when my boobs were going to grow.  (We now know the answer: NEVER wtf)

I don’t miss having boys call me flat wtf.

I miss the days when it was enough to have a boy you liked so you could discuss it with your friends.

I miss taking pictures with Mild & Jeannie and calling it a good picture when only me and Angela were in focus wtf.

I miss hating everyone at 8.35 am in a Chinese History class on a snowy day.

I miss Lipman and his advice when I am close to tears.

I miss Gayle and talking to Rob about Christianity at the Eliot House.

I even miss the Jewish girls who taught me how to make pizza out of unleavened bread.

I nearly miss churning out my 90 page thesis and rereading it countless times.

I miss getting the news that I was getting honors.

I miss Bebe in US prices.

And Japanese shoe stores.

I miss Shibuya 109.

I miss Neal saying “I’m not gonna lie” and Trey saying “are you retarded” wtf.

Actually I miss the un-depressed Neal wtf.

I don’t miss falling down a mountain in Hiroshima wtf.

I miss Mild changing to Adrianna after midnight.

I miss people knowing that me and Angela come in a package.

Sometimes I miss Mansion in Miami.

I don’t really miss shielding under an umbrella and having people roll their eyes at me.

I miss the anonymity I had and the days I used to blog about every single thing I felt (and was free to bitch about people online).

(to be continued)

Comments (22)

  • i just wrote about how cheap Bebe is in the US yesterday. damn cheap (dollar or dollar) and they have Bebe outlet store as well with previous season clothes that even if converted to RM is still considered NOT expensive. Haih, I hate how it’s considered super-branded here but in US it’s something that anyone can afford.

    your entry is really emo lah, it makes me feel wistful even though I cannot identify with anything there except nodding furiously (and indignantly) over the price of clothes.

    and everytime I see “Honest Ade Orange Mango”, I read it as “Honest ADA Orange Mango”. I thought it was a Malaysian brand! And when you say “honest ada” must say with indian accent ok. haih, i kill myself.

  • WTF FOR SOME REASON I THOUGHT U WROTE “I MISS THE UNDRESSED NEAL” WTF WTF

  • I miss you T________T and I miss everything you miss T_________T

    in addition, wtf
    I miss laughing w/ you at people’s bad pictures (Jeannie in particular) for weeks. It’s amazing how we can still laugh until we gonna die every time.

    I wanna write more but i gotta go wtf. bai ~

  • it’s me la ok me me about my basketball why u never read meh im so sad now bye

    okla i miss u too
    or not.
    hmmp i wont tell u which is the truth wtf

  • our ties are severed.

  • Sounds emo!

  • i miss having my friends not knowing that i’ve a blog 🙁

  • You don’t miss the time you spent with me meh? wtf

  • leech: honest ada WTF HAHAHAHAHA why u like this! and yea i miss bebe so much T3T

    angie: i miss u too seriously we laughed at jeannie’s gorilla pic until we graduated wtf T3T

    suet: i know its u! i just forgot if ringo wrote something lidat too!

    tze: if you read properly u would have realized all the memories i wrote about were from school! did we go to school together? i dont think so wtf.

    penny: not really emo la!

    devina: haha yea i know

  • i miss YOUUUUUUUU!!!!! i miss being so excited when i thought you’d be here in ny for awhile 🙁

  • i miss studying… )))=

  • us readers miss u when u were actively blogging at Moho. and hope that life will take u where u miss or where u will miss from hence on….*emo i should get a prize for being the most emo commenter ever commenting on emo posts

  • omg pink damn surprise

  • i agree with ap, i do miss ur blogging while ur in Moho. Esp with Angie. You two comes as a package hehe ^____^

  • when i read the list, first thing came to mind, BEBE. im going to miss US when i leave too =(

  • damn retrospective and a bit emo and now i feel like i wanna squeeze out a tear or two okay, but i think it’s cos i am pms-ing wtf.

    charcoal snot HAHAAHAH. my god i remember those picture you put up with hands like grey monkey paws wtf. charcoal damn messy wei.

    and how did Mild turn into Adrianna ar 0___0 is Adrianna like her alter ego? just like Sasha is Beyonce’s alter ego wtf wtf

  • WHY YOU NEVER MISS ME 🙁

  • at least i don’t have to miss you now 🙂

  • aaaawwww…… i miss u blogging about cute n funny stuffs that makes me laugh even for the whole day sometimes when i think about it n my mums thinks im crazy….

  • WHERE AM I IN THIS LIST

  • lol… i love how u talk about trash right after you said u miss angela.. -.-

    anyway – i was just looking back at all the vdo we made in Maimi..good time, good time.
    I do miss Adriana sometimes too (since i hardly stay past mid-night these days .. lol)

  • hey, long time silent reader here. i just wanted to ask a question about the lipton post after this one, in the first picture, is that ‘thank you’ thing a photofractal? it looks like one i made for my ex last time from http://www.myphotofractals.com so was just wondering if your coworker did one too.

    p.s. i also miss the days when you used to blog a lot more openly (and frequently), but i understand why. such is life…

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