#7: 20 February 2009
While picking up my bottle of makeup remover off the glass shelf, I glanced against the mirror and knocked off the round silver screw that holds it against the wall.
Either I am very strong, the mirror is very old, or dumb things happen to dumb people wtf.
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1. I’m annoyed that the world judges based on book covers. I’m annoyed that someone who is delicate and beautiful on the outside but who doesn’t treat people right is applauded and adored, while a plain but the sweetest, nicest girl I know is ridiculed by anonymous strangers. I’m angry at myself for being the same way.
2. I’m angry because a 12 year old boy with eczema is shunned by his classmates who throw his books at him because they don’t want to touch him.
3. I’m unable to understand why people remember and hold grudges. If I can forgive an ex for betraying and humiliating me in the worst way, why can’t people move on from much smaller things? Doesn’t it take more energy to stay angry and to remember? Or maybe it’s just my memory that is bad and I can’t even remember some of the good memories let alone the bad ones.
4. But then again, I hold prejudices for far too long and over details too small to be rational.
5. I’m annoyed at myself because whatever happened to my dreams of saving the world? I’m annoyed that I am too caught up with self-serving details and stuck in a rut too complacent to be really comfortable. I’m disappointed because when I thought a chance to do something worthwhile had dropped in my lap, I got assigned fund-raising duty. I would rather pick up a child and clean its poop than make more money (albeit for the same good cause)
6. Nothing has changed but I’m glad I wrote this because I feel better now. Tomorrow is another day.
Comments (15)
sometimes things just get so frustrating huh. tomorrow is a clean slate =) and i guess i online the same time you do everydaynight thats why always first hahah i love your camera colour!
wtf it was supposed to be a heart =.=
heyhey aud.
nice dreams u have there.
stand strong to what you think and believe it it le.
support u 4eva.
^^
=)
Things of the similar sort happened to me when I was in primary school and had eczema also. The condition is usually the worst in primary school and it hurts, not only physically but emotionally.
greedy, hatred and ignorance is the source for evil.. hate discrimination.. and hate myself for discriminate at times..
re no.6: somethings have change when u posted this.. at least a lot of people will read this and maybe have a change of mind 🙂
yeah tomorrow is another day and hope it is a good day for you!
Hi saw ur baby’s entry ^-^ very sweet. Am very happy for you. Toldya you will be loved and happy right =) Takecare and all the best. HUGSSSSSS
this is why i love you
I will talk to you about those deep things online.. T_T
But very important, the mirror is still holding without the screw right!! Make sure it stays on, ’cause if the mirror breaks, it’s 7 years of bad luck, and you don’t need more of that! HAHAHAHHAHA
i think you are strong and the mirror is old, its not that you are dumb… i don’t think you are dumb.. yeah…cheer up,k?? love how u say optimistic
litat broke a wine glass with his teeth once so let’s just go with the “wow i don’t know my own strength” wtf
yeah..people always judge other people so quickly..
its sad when that happen coz you never how other people can turn out great sometimes..
Amen to #1. People are just like that…it takes time to really know a person to NOT judge and discriminate, I guess…
…and I’m heartened by your positive attitude.
Tomorrow is another day indeed. 🙂
i too forget some grudges but hold some. just goes to show that maybe some werent important at all 🙂