If you’ve been reading my Formspring, I’d actually mentioned that I’m currently going through a bad period.

Iz true.

I work really long hours at my job. I don’t usually like to talk about work that much; maybe in the future I will but not right now.

Anyway for the past four years, I’ve been juggling a crazy worklife and blogging. A lot of people have asked how I handle two things that take up so much time each together. A full time job is a full time job, and blogging can be a full time job too.

I never really had a problem juggling these two things. I didn’t really get what was so hard about it because if there were blog events during working hours, I’d just make it a point not to go because work was a priority. But events outside of working hours were okay, and it was just a matter of making time to blog or write advertorials in my free time. As a result in the past four years I don’t really have a lot of free time but I don’t mind.

But when wedding planning came along, that’s when disaster struck wtf. I don’t even think I’ve done that much for our wedding yet and it’s in 4 months T____T but I found myself worrying about things that I needed to do during working hours and trying to juggle wedding planning AND blogging AND work. Add that to the fact that work got a lot more crazy recently….

I broke down yesterday T____T

I’d already been stressed the past couple of weeks and I’d find myself blinking back tears at work or wiping away the stray teardrop in the car on the way home wtf. But yesterday there was a meeting where I felt so frustrated – some coworkers were giving me well-intentioned feedback but I felt like my efforts were going unrecognized and even worse people were picking on me for things I didn’t feel I should be responsible for – that I uh kinda shouted in the meeting and shocked everyone WTF.

Then I abruptly said I had to leave and I walked out. T________T I had to go for a blog event right after that so I drove there and cried the whole way while driving WTF. AIh blog this also feel so pathetic wtf. Like Ben Stiller at the end of There’s Something About Mary.

Sure the people next to me in traffic lights think I’m crazy wan wtf.

Anyway I feel slightly better today. And the blog event I was heading to was a blogger gathering with Pizza Hut. At that point I didn’t even want to go because I was feeling so bad and I had no time to do makeup so I was also looking bad wtf.

Pizza Hut’s Yusof welcoming us.

When I arrived everyone was like wtf happened to your face WTF cos I looked so horrid.

I thought it was going to be a long evening…

All my initial pictures looked like this hahahaha.

KY and Cheesie laugh until siao fml.

But after a while I was glad I went. Pizza Hut outings are one of the blog things I really look forward to cos we always get to sit down with friends we don’t get to meet normally and catch up over yummy food T____T

Seeing all of them I calmed down a bit. And with everyone’s smiling faces and KY’s stupid jokes, I made myself smile, and then I was laughing for real. And then I was okay.

That’s me and Redmummy with Pizza Hut Triple Chicken Pizza (new flavor!)

Triple chicken cos it’s three types of chicken (chicken floss, chicken ham and chicken salami with lots of mayo.

Chicken wraps! Eat ALL the fries!

With Kampungboycitygal and our Triple Chicken pizzas.

Chicken wings my favorite

They showed us the new Triple Chicken commercial. It comes in thin and crispy and thick crust. I usually prefer thin and crispy wan.

All of us! KY, Cheesie, RM’s friends, Pinkstilettos, Beautifulnara and Ciknara, Proudduck, Hanis, RM, badfaced girl, and Kampungboycitygal.

Another picture. Cheesie’s makeup was super different cos she did a photoshoot that day. I kept telling her dunno who she looks like now I know.

Looks like Courtney Cox or not!

My trick is if I’m not wearing makeup, to make stupid faces in every photo. That way people cannot tell if your expression is ugly, or your own face is ugly nyehehehehe.

Helps if you also pull your face down a bit with your hands.

We were actually all watching the commercial haha.

Fehmes Vivy, Nazuwan and Mira.

With Rachel of Nuffnang.

Getting happier and happier as the night wears on.

Pizza Hut gave us a stuffed popcorn zomg best part of the evening.

#notsureif good or bad thing wtf.

I thought the timing was terrible but I was wrong. Thank you Pizza Hut for making my day. ^^

For more info on Pizza Hut Triple Chicken pizza, go here.

Oh and lastly, to make YOUR day, I’m giving out 5 Pizza Hut vouchers to 5 winners who can tell me “What’s your favorite Pizza Hut topping and why?”

Answer in comments (leave your email too) and I’ll pick 5 best answers to win!