So it’s been nearly a month that I’ve been jobless.

And I gotta say, while living without stress is pretty damn blissful, the lack of… a purpose is starting to irk me a little.

Here’s what I do every day.

Wake up (not that late surprisingly), have breakfast, decide whether or not to put on makeup and contacts depending on the day’s non-schedule.

Go online, reply emails, check on wedding stuff here and there.

I’ve actually picked up some part-time work to do!  Same industry but the difference is the work is very very manageable and I get to work from home!  At least I got something to do and get to earn a little bit of money for myself and not be a kept woman for Fatty wtf.  So if there’s stuff to do, I’ll do that.

If not, I’ll go run some errands.  Grocery shopping has become like the big thing of my days FML.  I hate grocery shopping hahahaha.  But since I’m the one who’s not working, I’m also the one with the most time to go out and shop for food.  But shitty part of running errands is the amount of time I have to spend stuck in traffic as a consequence -____- I never realized this cos normally I’d be indoors at the office, or at client’s office.  So now that I have to go here and there to do stuff or even meet friends, the jam is killing me -_____- Especially when you just have to run out to buy one item or drop off something and you spend twenty minutes stuck in the car D:

That said, because I’m by myself during the day, I drive myself a lot more now!  I promise I uh, don’t scratch the car on the pavements or anything wtf.  But my parking still sucks so I use The Secret to find good easy parking spaces LOLOL.  And I just found out Cheesie does the same thing hahahahahaha.

Other things I realized is that if I’m not working, I spend a lot more money T_______T  Once I was waiting for Ooib to finish work at Gardens so we could go home together.  I walked into Topshop and walked out poorer fts.  Then another time I was waiting for Fatty and I already had a book in hand to entertain me, but I still went to the bookstore and bought another two books -____-  Or if I go out to a mall for lunch, I’ll sure get distracted by Watsons or Sasa and go home with new makeup/skincare. D: D:

This will stop now!!! *bangs table

When I was working, I had very little free time.  So because of that, I’d make sure that my every minute was spent productively.  Sure I’d procrastinate and read a few tweets or blogs here and there but for the most part I had a checklist in my head of things to do and I actively planned out each day what I was going to do.  For instance, after work, have dinner and write a blogpost, and leave an hour for watching half a movie with Fatty before I go to sleep.

But the truth is, I am an awful procrastinator.   If I have the luxury of time, that is.  I’m so bad that I can procrastinate doing things I actually like, by doing other things I like.  Like I can watch Korean drama halfway, pause it, pick up the book next to me and read a few pages, then resume the drama. HAHAHAH.

So now that I don’t need to pack my entire day with tasks because I have more time, I procrastinate so much ZOMG.  If left to my own devices, I can spend the whole day procrastinating watching drama by reading book, then delaying reading by playing Bejeweled wtf. God seriously.  So now I’ve taken to writing down every single thing I need to do and scaring myself I have a lot of tasks to achieve to ensure that I get things done.

I even wrote down reminder to brush teeth to make the list look more impressive. HAHAHAHAHAH.

So yeah I admit it.  Being jobless isn’t that great.  The best part is getting enough sleep la wtf.  And possibly looking less stressed and more energized.  But even then, my body isn’t used to having so much sleep D:  I’d been sleeping like nine hours a night then one night I couldn’t sleep at all T________T  I think I some more stressed myself out because I couldn’t sleep so my heart beat very fast WTF.  I lay there until the sun rose literally fts then I just got up and brushed my teeth T_T

I need a routine!!!!

P/S: Weekends have also lost their joy for me wtf

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I forgot I have two announcements to make!

First is Azorias! I always kena asked where I shop online, so this is like the only online store I buy from wtf.  Azorias is dedicated to premium stylish workwear but their stuff is versatile enough to suit jobless folks like me too.  You’ll get a RM25 voucher when you sign up with them!

It’s their 1st year anniversary and in conjunction, for the month of June they’re giving away a detachable collar a day if you answer correctly a question.  Go here to join.

Secondly, I get a lot of emails and questions on Formspring about studying in the US.  To answer all your questions, there will be a USAPPS workshop happening in July.  USAPPS is a non profit organization meant to educate students about study options in the US 😀

So if you wanna go to Mount Holyoke like me wtf (or any other school in US), check out their website or register here.  Their FB page is here. I feel like going to the 7 July workshop (since the other 2 day workshop is happening on our wedding weekend wtf) so lemme know if any of you are going too!