Instead of getting started on a new blog post like I was supposed to, I ended up on Facebook, browsing the profiles of pregnant friends and new mothers.
Just half an hour ago, I was strolling down the hallway of the Plug & Play Center which is where the US NuffnangX office is, with Fatty & Lilian and it caught me that here I was, in another country, AWAY from my parents, WITH my new husband.
(I have a husband. I have a hooman of my own! That’s still sometimes unfathomable to me.)
It’s been eight years since I left home for college but every once in a while I still give a start and wonder where my parents are, like when I was a kid and worried I would somehow lose them.
And today my friends and peers are having babies and being parents themselves!?
I can’t help thinking that if I was pregnant, I’d likely put Fatty through hell. I can’t carry this. I want to eat this NOW. Why are you doing this? Don’t you care about me!? Or.. We have to go shopping because it makes the baby happy. Hahahahaha.
But that’s the worst of my thoughts. In high school, pregnancy seemed like a nightmare. Now its like an interesting journey I probably don’t mind taking, although I have to remind myself that a baby is not the same as a puppy.
It would be nice to have a tiny little baby with my eyes holding my finger in its fist. But then it will cry in the middle of the night.
It would be nice to have a little child to dress in miniature versions of adult clothes. But then it would poop indiscriminately.
It would be nice to feel like my life had a bigger purpose than buoying through it with nothing to worry about besides looking pretty. But then I would never have the time to look pretty again.
The center of my universe would change, and drastically. Even Fatty would be second place. But I would teach and grow it and show it the world.
All these thoughts… When did I get old!?
P/S: I am not pregnant!!! I was just thinking.
PP/S: I doubt Fat Her & Mumsy are ready to take on the mantle of grandparenthood yet either. Hahahahha.
Comments (14)
sign of aging. hahaha.. Wanna see how you dress up your kids! !! Must be very pretty one!
If its a boy we name him Thor . Thor Tiah
It’s another part of life. A new stage 😉 wish you luck and I would love to see Audrey & Timothy child! 😀
Like!
hopefully face also pretty lo hahahaha
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thank you hahaha
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Awh, I reckon you would be a good mother, the baby would definitely be a little fashionista 😛
No problem going baby crazy! I’m only 21 and work with kids but when I hold babies I just melt. Love babies. Of course I don’t have to deal with the down side of babies lol. Just rent a baby or baby sit!
The sleeping problem will go away within 7 months usually, the diapers part, now that can last until 2 years plus – depends on how soon u potty-train your kid. I heard a good advice that your marriage should comes first before kids – and I’m trying my best to assure that.
when u come back to MY? 🙁
Rofl nice 1 XD
Come work with me. We teach kids, mould their characters and shape the lives. If you love kids, it will be fun!