AudAngry

Machine gun kiss

Yes Princess Chessie has deleted her blog (and her account) by the looks of it.

No, she did not apologize.  But whatever la  bygones.

Anyway she never had the need to apologize because her blog was all full of ME and none of herself, so it’s not like anyone really knows who she is so she doesn’t need to do anything other than disappear.

This is going to be a grumpy post.

Actually I’m not really grumpy.  But I’ve been meaning to talk about some things that have made me go like this — 🙁 wtf

Like having no money wtf.

Aih having no money really sucks!  I know I should be on my knees thanking god for even having a job in these tough times but god is it difficult.

I am drawing a regular salary and everything of course, but basically half my pay every month goes into what I call the Suck-My-Blood-Dry-Mount-Holyoke Fund known more popularly as paying off my college loans T________T

Moho is worth every penny of course but goddamn if I am not suffering for it now wtf.

(Oh ya why I say Mt Holyoke is better than NTU is because I really think it is!  It’s the oldest women’s college in the States and um… has Emily Dickinson as its alum! ok so she’s not Gandhi but whatever speak to the elbow cos the hand ain’t interested wtf)

So anyway half my pay goes into college loans.  And I’m left with the rest of which I need to eat with, pay for gas, give my parents some, buy some other necessities and poof woohoo no savings.

And notice! I am not even shopping!  I don’t remember the last time I shopped for fun!  The last time I shopped was for Chinese New Year last week wtf but it’s not as if I wanted to go shop for fun but I had to get new clothes if not I have bad luck for the rest of the year ok I am unlucky enough as it is.

It wouldn’t be so bad if not for the loan I guess.  But I chose this path:(  10 more years of this to go before I’m a free woman wowee wtf.

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There’s this person I see quite often who for some reason I don’t really understand is who is quite mean to me.

At first I thought nothing of it because everybody makes fun of me anyway I am just very entertaining that way to everyone such a barrel of laughs wtf.

I’m not very sensitive because when you’re this height, you tend to develop thick skin wtf.  Anyway I wasn’t very sensitive to begin with because if a joke is funny I will laugh whether or not it’s about me.

So I thought it was nothing.  But then I realized after a while that this person likes to make mean comments about me regardless of whether I’m even talking to him or not!

I sometimes say things without filtering it in my head.  So when I make a dumb comment usually people will laugh or make a joke about me.  But this person will roll his eyes and shake his head and say “can somebody please slap her / tell her to shut up”

Ok la maybe it sounds funny now but it’s not when you get this nearly everyday for a few months!  I wondered for weeks what I did to make him dislike me and get irritated by me so much.

I even stopped trying to talk to him because at first I before he started showing he was really annoyed by me I liked him a lot and wanted to be friends with him.  But now when I see him I usually just walk by without looking at him.

Sometimes I see him like..shooting back some people with one liners too but usually these people are very smart and fierce and they shoot it back at him.  But when anyone says anything about me usually I just laugh and don’t answer back so maybe that’s why he thinks its okay to say me.

But then again I dunno la I haven’t noticed if he rolls his eyes at other people or not.  Hate the eye rolling makes me feel like I’m very stupid and disgusting wtf >______>

But I’m more or less used to it just don’t need to talk to him if he doesn’t talk to me first.

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You know you’re getting old (or at least your grandma is) when she opens up her safe and distributes her gold necklace to you and tells you this is to wear on your wedding day wtf.

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I always said I believed in karma but nothing beats this last bit of news I’ve heard.  I’ve never believed in revenge because I don’t think it really makes anyone feel better, but karma does come and bite you back in the ass!

In the exact form of badness you shelled out yourself.

Sorry that I only thought it was funny and “it figures”.  So everyone, don’t play with the universe.

With my back to the world WTF.

Comments (31)

  • aud babe WTF are the last two photos haha is that princess chessie arr or whatever hahahahaha.

    aih just thumb your nose at the idiot who makes fun of you. some people are just meant to be ignored.

  • or next time, just mutter “fuck off”. that’s what i wanted to do when people said something about me. but i didn’t. haih. so do it on behalf of me!

  • WTF. Was that you sleeping or were you looking for something you dropped under the bed!?

  • i think she was looking for something wtf. and why ur last pic so irrelevant but die die wanna put but dunno when to put so just simply put now right!! why got paw print one hahah

    sigh i have to pay loan also next time T_T what if i dont get a job?? worse have to pay off loan with money i dont have T_T

    it’s ok aud happiness is what counts. say equals no say wtf

  • wow ur index toe is longer than the big toe. Dominant wife!

  • Guys don’t roll eyes ok? Just unzip him and have a peep? LC or CB? I can bet my last dollar it’s a CB

  • What’s a “machine gun kiss” as your title says?

  • carol: i did tell him to shut up twice but now i feel bad for saying it =.=

    kennysia: angela made me pick something up from the side of the bed! then she took this picture honestly good deeds go unreturned

    suet: hahaha jerry made this pic for me wan i thought i looked quite emo but the frame looks so cheerful wtf. you’ll get a job la! anyway they give you 6 months to find one so it’s all good wtf

    radical: is that what it means! dominant wife!!!

    CB: how do you know guys don’t roll eyes?

    boss stewie: you should know you do it all the time wtf

  • OMGGGG I had an exactly same kind of guyfriend ! I SWEAR I don’t know what I did to him but he always poke fun at me also ! And maybe it’s also because I just merely laugh he thinks its fine.

    But the last one took the straw wtf. He was pissed so I was trying to cheer him up but he got pissed at me instead and told me to “just shut up and sit there”.

    Ever since then I never contacted him ever again unless needed wtf. I think ignoring such kind of people is the best solution really !

  • hahahah such an awesome photo.

    ignore the guy already and lets laugh again!

  • he’s trying to get your attention, i think. and maybe he likes you. who knows right?

    btw no worry lah, we still love you for you yay!

  • you can say who are you to tell me to shut up butthead?and then kick him in the crotch GIRL POWER wtf

  • haha
    Get a better job?
    Lol
    whats your major anyway?
    I’m doing m.e. in iowa state university.
    not a very popular uni but hopefully can get a good job le
    *praying hard
    lolz

  • hahahahaha why u put that picture !! hahahaha u looked like u melt on my bed wtf

  • I don’t know. Please enlighten me

  • devina: maybe he didn’t mean it?:( but yea sometimes when you think there’s no point you can’t do anything about it

    KY: ya i so sexy right wtf

    jay see: im quite sure he doesn’t like me! maybe that’s just how he talks and he doens’t mean it i dunno:(

    hello: hahaha why so fierce!

    djdrift: why get a new job? my major was asian studies! when do you graduate?

    angie: yea like a puddle of fat flowing over your bed T3T

    boss stewie: WTF. a machine gun kiss is when you kiss your girlfriend repeatedly on the cheek fast which annoys your business partner to no end wtf

  • sometimes i go harsh on my friends but i don’t mean it – i roll my eyes and it irritates them too! they tell me and i’ve been trying to change for ages. i’m sure he doesn’t not like you. 😀

  • perhaps he’s trying to act like school boys do when they like a girl, tease them and pick on them. Perhaps this person is like that but doesn’t want to show it out? @.@

    I didn’t know you had to buy new clothes for CNY, but I guess it depends how traditional you are with CNY.

    You should write a word like “poot” coming out from your bottom, would be so funny picture XD … in a way.

  • wtf is wrong with a MAN like that? balls meletup dee izzit. u did the right thing, aud. just don’t have to MIX with such species. waste time, energy, and… just BUANG MASA la, u know. cb i hate ppl rolling eyes~ hmph! ;P

  • Last pic so ayumi-ish.. 😛

  • oh, i think that for most erm… fresh grads… the first year is pretty harsh cos there’s so much commitments and the pay is not so good. 🙂 guarantee that things will get better by the 2nd year unless you’re malang like me. i think i got into like 3 car accidents in one year, so even when I had savings, I had to spend it all on car repairs. T___T

    oh, and second toe longer than first toe… I heard that it means the person will travel a lot! that’s what my mom told me la… 😀

  • you know you’re getting old when you refer to your friends’ new partners as ‘potential husbands’ instead of boyfriends…

  • valerie: i know! maybe he just doesn’t mean it too … 🙁

    didi: yes you have to wear a whole new suit for tradition!

    jadezheng: balls meletup WTF HAHAHAHAHA ya rolling eyes usually shows that you are seriously annoyed i think:(

    arshana: hehe thank u!

    leech: HAH 3 accidents?? why you so unlucky HAHA. oh is it! yay that’s good i get to travel!

    jammie: who! who does that!

  • ignore the guy….!and the pic looks alot like being pukul by parents then cry on bed…lol !no offense.p/s im not that kind of guy….wtf , haha

  • you know you are still young when u still use other ppl’s idea n use it like it’s sth smart and original from you wtf

  • karrmaa karma karma the vengeful elephant wtf

  • breadpitt:pukul by parents then cry on bed HAHAHAH SO CUTE

    angie: hahahaha yealah right after i told you i feel like an adult wtf

    ally: WTF is that a poem

  • why u conclude with two totally unrelated pics one hahaha

  • in the first pic, is that some sort of psyduck below ur left leg?

    the yellow duck near ur foot looks so funny…look like pening pening like that..hahaha

  • What i meant was he is girlish! Pondan!

  • oh i didnt read this entry wtf. yeah karma is really something ok but i pray it doesnt happen to me that’s why i ask my mom to light a candle and put alot of money in the temple for me wtf

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