Aih no time to blog properly, mostly because I have been busy having a life wtf.
Just got back from watching Salt!
As always, because I am self centered like that I pictured what I would do if I were the protagonist. And as always, I came to the miserable conclusion that if I was the protagonist in an action thriller, it’s safe to say that everybody will be safe against me WTF.
Seriously if the world ended one day or someone blew up my government and it was up to me to save the world, there would be no hope for the world wtf. I can’t read maps, get lost on the road often (not to mention in mazes) don’t even have enough strength to pop the tab on a soda can let alone dismantle a table and build a bomb wtf.
And I’m afraid of heights and enclosed spaces fml. If I see people in movies walking along the ledge of say a building, my heels feel all tingly and if I’m in a small space long enough my breathing turns shallow and quick T_T
Actually I won’t have a chance at being protagonist anyhow. I’d be the passer by that gets in the way and is hit by a falling truck cos I can’t think fast enough to get out of danger’s way -_-
Which brings me to my next point. Wombeh likes to tease me by patting my head and saying “not very bright after all” just because I didn’t graduate magna cum laude fts.
But I think he is right T___________T
When I was growing up I never thought I was dumb (even though everyone thinks I am wtf) because I was one of those kids who liked studying wtf. And I generally did well academically. (Sometimes I wonder if I should have been an academician)I got straight As for all major exams — I didn’t get all A1s for SPM but I didn’t study as hard as I could either.
And at college I floated through four years with A minuses, some A’s and the occasional B+ when I did shit classes like Drawing 101 wtf. I worked bloody hard for my thesis but for the rest of my classes I did enough to get by to score borderline As.
So now at work it’s different. Now I need to do more than what’s just required and I …have no idea where to start.
Sometimes I feel a bit hopeless. But nothing has confounded me before so why should it happen now?
Even if I don’t stay in this field forever by god I don’t want to leave without mastering this shit first wtf.
We’ll see how it goes.
At least I still have my er personality wtf.
Picture taken with Sony Cybershot TX-5