Recently I’ve been hearing about a lot of negativity about people. They might be people I’m close to, or people I might meet on a regular basis.
Ordinarily while I’m not perfect, I like to think I’m a pretty optimistic person. Because if you can’t go through life thinking the best of people around you, how sad would your life be?
So I prefer to think well of people. And even if they make mistakes, if they apologize or repent, I forgive and forget. Because I make mistakes too. And you never know when you’ll be the one making a mistake and you need the people around you to forgive you and let you start over.
But lately all I’ve been hearing are horrible horrible stories about people around me. They could be people I like, people I don’t know personally, or people I don’t like but they all have one thing in common.
Their behavior is low, immoral and probably even illegal.
I’m perfectly aware of my own faults. I gossip too much, I sometimes judge people by their covers, I don’t think enough about my loved ones. But at least I have principles and I stick to them.
I don’t lie to save myself, I don’t cheat, I definitely don’t steal. I don’t spread lies about others just to get what I want. I don’t change my colors depending on who I’m with.
And let me say it again, I don’t lie or cheat.
From what I see, you, on the other hand, have no integrity or morals. You lie (or spread lies) just to achieve what you want, even if that means destroying someone else’s reputation. You convince yourself that it is okay to do this because your wellbeing or means of advancement is at stake.
You rob people of their well-deserved earnings, or their earnest expectations of you just because you think you deserve it more.
And the miserable thing is, that’s what humans are like. It is a basic human ability to get used to anything in the world, even murder. Remember all those Japanese and Nazi soldiers who committed mass murders but didn’t feel any guilt because they had gotten used to it and they weren’t perceiving themselves as taking away human lives anymore?
So even if you knew deep down, based on moral values instilled by your parents, that it was wrong but you saw all your friends doing it, it becomes a societal norm for you. You start to think “hey maybe it’s not so bad.” And then you do the same bad thing. And then you think “yea I was right it’s not that bad.”
And that’s how you turn into a disgusting horrible person with no regard for anyone but yourself and who sacrifices others to get ahead.
All because you didn’t even have the fucking integrity or decency realize what’s wrong and what’s right and to stick to your moral values.
If I did it, I’ll fucking say I did it. Because that’s integrity and that’s what I have a shitload of and what you have none of.
And if you have no integrity or no moral values, what differentiates you from a slug or some shit-eating prawn at the bottom of the ocean? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
And don’t give me shit about doing this for your survival because unless we’re at (a real) war and you have to kill or be killed because we’re not and you just sound like a self-serving asshole wtf.
I believe in karma. And I know karma will get you so bad you’ll never be able to recover. And when that happens I might feel sorry for you but I might also enjoy it.
The only thing is if karma doesn’t get you soon enough for me.
I’m so tired of all these shit people getting away with the horrible things they’re doing just because nobody knows.
So maybe I’ll help karma along a bit. One day when I’m out of this, I will write about all I’ve seen wrong because I think people need to know about the sins you’ve been committing and your victims need to know the truth.
There’s a Chinese saying that goes “God has eyes”. Don’t worry, not just God, people do too.
Comments (23)
Woah, you totally just whet my appetite and I’m dying to know now!
Write a book abut it >:D
The World lives in a lie that people are ready to look past some obvious lies. Hey like you said, what goes around comes around so don’t get too frustrated, not worth your time!
xxx
Well done Aud! Truth will prevail. I believe in karma too.
I feel your pain Audrey. I too try to look past the flaw of others because we all have them but I cannot stand liars. Especially those who feel they are justified in doing so. I broke off a three year friendship with someone who seemed like a good person because all she did was lie and hurt me and others over and over again. Now she’s trying her hardest to break up a ten – year marriage because of some stupid crush on this guy from work. She still tries to text me and send messages thru other friends to say HI but I just ignore her. I don’t know how anyone can live so many years without any morals. Love your blog, been following for about a year now.
I’m sorry. I’ve sinned T_____T please do not post up the MSN msg I sent you that day. HAHAHAAHA
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this post is very touching T___T
Indeed this world is full of lies, sometimes I don’t even know who I can rely with, only my family I can trust the most on… Whatever the people do, I think we should be doing what we should be doing… Live life to the fullest! Cheer up 🙂
i wonder how these ppl with so much darkness in their hearts sleep at night.
i so agree with you on this post. i think i ought to stop gossiping much too. i intend to stay off the internet as soon as i reach home and be ignorant about stuffs that’s going on, so bitches will not have the chance to accuse me of anything.
and yes, you are right. people have eyes too and karma will slowly unveil itself when the time is right. we can only hope for it to come faster.
Look at the brightside =)
There is always 2 sides story and I hope the truth will eventually win but not covered by lies, lies and lies.
Btw, I also believe karma does exist although I am a free thinker. Hope no more AudAngry but more AudCute/AudFunny post ;p
integrity is doing the right thing when no one’s watching *solemn
great post audie /boo may _____ get whacked by karma in tenfolds
hmm, it was only last week that I told my client that my integrity is my currency
i know how it’s like. and i have a roomate who finds every single thing in life to be troublesome. it’s so annoying.
Everybody lies.
KILL DA KEYBOARD WARRIORS!!
claud: book some more! hahaha
jay: great advice jay!
cin: thanks cin!
amy: *hugs.i’m glad you were able to be strong and walk away though 🙂
angie: HAHAHAHAH JUST YOU WAIT WTF
quaintly: suann why! it’s an AudAngry post not an AudEmo post wtf
vicky: thanks vicky! hope you do the same 🙂
kim: they convince themselves that they’re good
yumii: ooo good resolution! is there a lot of gossip online? 😛
jammie: i like that quote /boo
fat her: hahahahahaha why your quote like this daddy!
lol: hahaha i don’t know if that’s like my situation but sorry to hear that! 🙁
dr gregory: sure they do. but it doesn’t mean that the rest of us should sit back and keep quiet.
xes: MCMCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
hahaha, what I meant was integrity should not be spent frivolously.It is valuable and should be guarded at all times.
Don’t worry, fat her still lives by his principles. And I’m glad that you are,too
well some times when you got no outlets to gossip, you will automatically go to the internet blog/twitter/tumblr to ‘talk’ about stuffs.. when i said ‘talk’ i really mean gossip. syok sendiri kinda gossip.
then there will be someone you know, but you do not know he/she reads your blog will go somewhere else and gossip about you, then it goes on and on and on.finally, it will ultimately ruin things for you even though you were just taking your personal space to voice out. the internet = gossip. really.
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Whoa.. I don’t know why this post came up, but I hope I can at least empathize with how you feel… The silver lining for me was people like that made it easier for me to walk away from a well-paying job I loved when I had the savings. I thank God often for the chance to spend so much time with my toddler – no amount of money can buy me those experiences – and those people still have to work with each other!
I also believe in karma and the truth will be revealed one day.
“Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.”
God has eyes and ears too. Let him take care of the situation. Meanwhile, pray for those who prosecute you and your friends.
Love this post !
Paragraphs 9 and 10 described a situation I have been through. What’s worse is that those spreading the rumour was a group comprising of a pair of siblings, a then pregnant woman, and a bunch of retards and one really large anal mouth. It felt like finally someone has become my voice and spoke for me. Thank you.
Amen sistah! The truth will prevail and all these kind of people will know that they’re in the end just digging their own graves, which is quite ironic actually, and that it’s just a matter of time before they get caught with their pants down(metaphorically or literally). 🙂