Fighter’s first week of school is over and done with! As a treat, I got Tim and my parents to be there after school on Friday to surprise him. He’s still not very happy about school though although he definitely cries for shorter periods now.
Meanwhile, Penny is extremely happy because she gets my full attention to herself every afternoon now with her Koko off at school wtf.
The truth is, until today I still struggle with balancing my time between the both of them. It’s hard because I am Mochi’s number 1 choice by far wtf. Most of the time, she cries if she can’t get to me and she’s always been such a bad sleeper that my nights are spent mostly with her. As a result, Fighter now associates nanny with certain things – sleep and night time, and sometimes when he’s upset or sick too. For everything else it’s still non-stop mommy wtf but I do feel it when he prefers nanny when he’s sleepy.
In the day time, I try to spend more time with Fighter though. So maybe him going to preschool is good cos it means there’s a few hours in the day that is dedicated to Penny too (and for my work so I don’t need to stay at my laptop at night) (which is what I’m doing right this moment wtf go figure.)
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